Hmmmmmmmmmmm . . . .

So many things often make me step back and wonder "What the hell are you thinking?" Recently, I became friends again with my old friend (for his full story go to I've got to get out sometimes). Already he is bombarding me with the stupid text messages about how he thought that we cleared the air, and why can't things go back to normal. I don't think he fully realized that I was hurt by him, and I'm done. It's horrible to say, but I just don't give a shit anymore. I can't be bothered to waste time listening to him talk about things that matter to him while he doesn't even bother asking me anything about me. He doesn't know anything about me, which is just one aspect of our friendship that irritates me. The other thing is why is he attacking me, instead asking what's going on with me that I won't talk to him. That's the thing is he won't ask about me, he is only interested in himself. I just can't be bothered anymore. I suppose it is selfish of me, but too bad! I'm over being pushed aside.

 

Here's another hmmmmm. So I got a kiss from someone the other night, and it was ok. But if a kiss doesn't make you see stars and do cart wheels, do you just move on? I'm so confused about that! He's really nice and a total gentleman, but the kiss really didn't do it for me. Maybe I'll just see if he can do a little better next time.

 

Recently there was this story in the news about this woman that recorded her father beating her with a belt back when she was 16ish, she is currently 23. My thing is, why are you waiting till now to make your father look bad? Maybe he didn't beat you hard enough to knock some sense in to your stupid head. I think it's ridiculous that she is getting so much media exposure for what looks like a failed attempt at blackmail. Although I suppose it hasn't failed since she has basically made her father look like an ASSHOLE in front of the whole nation. Oh did I fail to mention that her father is a judge?

 

I'm sure I could go on and on with things that make me wonder, so don't be surprised if you see another blog that says Hmmmmmmmmmmm2.

 

 

Next time: Sick kids! UGH!